No wonder people don't get it sometime when I say its ugly.

"there can only be one reason
you're a perfectionist
the more you look the worse it gets and then the attempts to perfect it will come in
then you'll lose the original meaning you first want to incorporate
so just do it and then don't look at it anymore
keep the essence there"
Words of wisdom. Thank you Cookie you made my night.

I would trade just a little bit of talent in exchange for more willpower.