Suicide, blasphemy and make-believe.
Is it time to revolt yet?

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

I'd rather seem naive than to lose my sense of wonder. But if you think that's immature, then darling, who really loses out here?
So I got home today suddenly so inspired by nothing and everything! And started doing some research! After about 5 mins, I got tired reading about Mussolini but within that 5 mins I think I know him well enough to be his best friend. New best friend, I shall attempt to capture you tomorrow.

Cherisa has left for Dubai at approximately 1.20am today and won't be back till end of April. Hurry add me online!!

Everyone should watch Juno cause Ellen Page talks very creatively there and she's freaking awesome I could I had her talent ): Oh well.

As for today;
I really don't know why I go to school on Wednesdays cause I only have 2 periods of Chem and the rest, unimportant or free periods. But I talked to Mr Chandran today (he remembers meee!) So anyway I have plywood to work with (YESSS!)and can start measuring it and cut it up by Friday whoooooooo! CAN YOU FEEL MY EGGGGCITEMENT! Therefore, come next 2 weeks, I shall stay back in school everyday. And its because I want to!!! Gosh I'm so driven suddenly! I wanna kill myself for being such a trooper. Whoa, I finally stopped all the exclamation points.

School was totally unproductive today (honestly, its not cause I hate school but seriously) mother picked me up after school and we had lunch together. I've been online since and I think I need to sleep cause I slept at 3am last night and woke at 6am today and OMG THE SUNSET BEHIND ME IS FUCKING AWESOME I'M GOING TO GET MY HOLGA okay done! I'm going to watch Accepted now!

Neyway. I love this woman...

"What is worrisome is that I am so accustomed to the half-light now that I no longer demand clarity. I rather like the blur. Have I become a superficial expatriate belonging nowhere, adept at skimming the surface and avoiding the depths?"