Should I bite my tongue
Until blood soaks my shirt?

Okay, so I failed in going school everyday this whole week. I skipped two out of 5 days. I have nothing to say to explain myself. There are just too many weekdays in a week. And when you're still a kid like me, live for the weekends.

School has been really strange but things are building up better so yes (: Anyway, just so everyone knows, I'm probably the only idiot in Singapore that hasn't handed in my completed coursework and main piece for Art which means I'll probably fail it. Oh god, this cannot be happening to me. But it's just so bloody tiring to do.

I've been hanging around with B in the start of the week. She spent so much on me, haha. I don't understand.
Yesterday, I went to Big Gwen's place. My god, she is the cutest turtle ever! Haha. Sihui and I kept disturbing her when she fell asleep. And Butterfly is a such touching show. I'm too lazy to post pictures today.

You know, there are just too many things I have against people that I really wanna say but since I still have a sense of dignity I'll make everything sound general.

1) Issues about piercings/tattoos.
Don't all you little kids come around and say you were the first to get a certain tattoo and everyone else suddenly wants one too. Please, half of you guys are barely legal, its a form of bloody beautiful art so please don't transform it into some goddamn competition that only exists in your eyes.

I know I'm only 16, but this is so fucking immature.

C'mon please grow up people, I mean so what if other people wants the same piercing as you, you never know... They probably wanted it a long time ago too. My god. Please, don't scream around the world saying you wanna be fucking original and fear for your crummy little life when someone else comes along with the same piercing. Its just amazing to see how some people become so defensive over it and sink so low.
However, it is overboard if other person copies you religiously like some butch trying so hard to impose my gf, my god... That means she has to get a gf like me! HAHA.

So please people, if you see a replica of Kim and possibly could look for gf like me, ITS AN IMPOSTOR. Hahahaha.

2) Homosexuality
Its not a fucking trend, not a lifestyle, it is life. If you think being gay is all fun and fame and other way to get the attention of the public eye, I beg you too see how shallow you really are. Being queer has its own limitations. If you had to hide in the closet, if you had to go for counseling having the world thinking you're unsure of your life when you very sure know what you want, if you had to live with the fear the only person you love so deep might possibly turn Straight, if you had to walk by people with their staring eyes and "You're disgusting!" screams, if you had to live with the guilt that you're not your parent's daughter, I'd applause you for your goddamn interpretation of fame. Some people are just too desperate for it, they'd die just to settle for the attention of being infamous.

3) Underground Music
This one is just a joke. Seriously, you think the world really gives a shit who discovers a "great" song first? This is just really hilarious. So what if an underground song/band is circulated - You get mad. For the artist, it is finally attention and you trying to keep it private or claim credit for discovering the song is seriously un-fucking-believable. Why get so annoyed when people like/hate it? Are you the one who composed/recorded it? This is a child's game, only certain shameless people will bother playing.

In general, I think I hate everyone. After this post, I think everyone will hate me too. Biting your tongue would be better.

My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you.