I wish I could be the one to tell you that it is worth it. That every waking hour you spend thinking and experimenting, that every sleep-derived minute you spend dreaming and every second you keep trying is worth it. I really wish I could tell you that it is your love for it that will lead the way. I wish I could tell you that once your mind is set on a goal, there is no way you can stray.

But I can't.

4 years ago I knew what I wanted to do. I was so sure of it, I went for it, I worked for it and sometimes, I bled for it. But it's been half a year doing what I thought I would do best.

And I'm not too sure anymore.

Sometimes it just feels as though I will never be a part of it no matter how much history I make.