Suicide, blasphemy and make-believe.
Is it time to revolt yet?

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Gees. What are the odds?
Cherisa is returning the very same day Kim is leaving. I don't know if I should dread or look forward to 26th Sept. In any case, I refuse to spend my whole day at the airport, honestly, I couldn't care less. You and I can both hope that I invested more emotion, but its ain't gonna happen honey. We should both kill that thought.

Only 2 girls from my class went to school today. "Let's all skip on Wednesday day" was a success!

Next week, I am going gallivanting with Jon in my undies. Being a skank. Oh my. It just hit me. Haha. The end of Sept is coming. Hell, I better start studying.

I baked a batch of cupcakes today for my girls, I have bagel for breakfast tomorrow with rose tea, I think I might have sex tonight, and I'll be meeting my girls tomorrow. Ah, it is mornings like tomorrow and times like these you think life is good \/

Its strange now that the time's finally here, how I can't be bothered by you anymore, and how I can't be bothered by anyone's feelings anymore. Except for my dog's... Tragic, nobody even matches up to that.
I couldn't give a flying fuck if you're jealous, angry or sad. I really don't believe or care that you love me and darling I have come to terms with it... Now, you, deal with it.

Fyi, I am so sorry but I will never ever be your girlfriend. Because of one simple reason... You are ugly. Sorry, I know God can strike me down Hell can burn me out I'm a bitch and you can burn me on a stick like a witch but it doesn't change the fact that you are ugly. Trust me, I have tried to look beyond that and into your heart... Apparently, its ugly too.

I have a feeling what I've been doing has to have some sort of impact on me... if I do tell you I love you, remember at this time and place, my love is cheap.

You gotta laugh when you're the joke.