Only through fantasy, through defiance of maturity, by immersing oneself in total fiction, fiction beyond life, fiction beyond death, fiction beyond the depths of one’s beliefs, to transform oneself into an unreal, non-existent, dream-like character, to take every single breath in surreal, only then reality has the ability to wake one up leaving you to lie awake at night recovering;

“Idealism is what my life has paid to achieve.”