Suicide, blasphemy and make-believe.
Is it time to revolt yet?

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

And I find peace when I'm confused
And I find hope when I'm let down
Not in me, me,
In You


Sunday to Monday, we had a class chalet at East Coast. It was pretty fun! I didn't sleep till 6am in the morning. Teehee. So needless to say, I got sleepy in the day and I canceled on Anne again. Sorry Dear :/ Anyway, I think Mr Seow is a lovely, sweet, amazing teacher that loves us alot. I don't know how he can, but he does. :) Anyway, pictures from 5J class chalet 2008!Wannabes Ahlians. Cannot make it.
CC and MA :D I forgot to zoom out but it ain't that bad!!
We had food to feed 40. And we're a class of 22... Class management kiasu.

So today was supposed to meet Kim but she had to be home early so we didn't meet in the end. We couldn't pick a date when to meet and somehow, we ended up in a quarrel. The final time we got to talk to each other and it resulted in this. Kim, I know I've hurt you but I'm trying so hard. Can't you try to put yourself in my position just this once? I'm sorry. I don't think you could ever love me like you did before. But I still do. I'm just tired. I could use a fresh beginning. I'm sorry I hurt you I'm trying but you have to remember I hurt too.

When you promised you'd never make me cry I should have known it was a lie. But I can't help it, you also make me happier than you ever thought you would.Who you were is not what you are now. I want you back. You.

I hope to lose myself for good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me, me,
In You