The sea is wine red, this is the death of beauty.

Why why why is nobody online? And to those who are, why are you all not replying me?? You all hate me ):

Friday, we had dinner at BluJaz in Arab street. We meaning Kim, Cw, Steph, Karen, Kim, Anne, Singh and Eunice.Cw you look so pretty in this picture HAHA. At least we ugly together ok. And Anne I take back what I say you stop being so petty please! You damn gorgeous and physically attractive. Don't be bitchy now okay. Don't you think she's the cutest thing alive when she smiles with her teeth? :)
Everyone ended up kissing each other! Suck And Blow is such a scandalous game. Oh oh and best kiss of the night goes to...BUTCH LOVE.

And of course nobody wanted to see Kim and I kiss, They think its boring cause we've been together for like... Forever...

Honestly, I have alot of things to say about the current issue that has just made many of us realise some things we always knew existed but never mentioned, but I'm afraid there are too many people who's reading this understanding what and who I'm talking about so I'd rather just keep my mouth shut. -This saves me and us all :) But then again I must harp on the fact that lesbians do not understand the damage they've done especially to each other. (I'm sure Skotty Dear will be so glad to see this.)

So then after dinner on Friday there was...Red Cross Flag Day on Saturday! And honestly speaking, I didn't know how unkind some Singaporeans can be. Seriously, they only donate so that they can get stickers so we won't pester them again. But, of course, there are the gracious ones too! They do occasionally stuff notes into the little tins :) On the behalf of the needy, I thank you all.
After Flag Day I met up with Yvonne and Steph in Town! Aw, I missed Yvonne so much and Kim was so upset she didn't get to see her.
Then finally, met up with Bianca and watched Jumper. Great effects, shallow storyline.
Baby gave me a shock of my life when she thought her Simba was dying. I was so scared too and on top of that, I had to worry over Kim too. But turned out, Simba is fine :) Smelly, but still alive.

Today went to visit my grandaunt and I swear her daughter's gay. Haha. Then went out with Isabelle and Steph. Bought a new wallet and shirt and I'm so broke. (Steph, please don't give me back my ATM card okay, promise?) Then went to Starbucks at Suntec to chill. I like the particular Starbucks. Oh and Steph killed a moth there. She did pray for it after.

Okay, came home and ate. And I'm really supposed to do my art now. So I gotta go and sleep and come up with some shit excuse for tomorrow which doesn't mean shit to Seow cause ultimately, its my grade and its marked on Friday. -3 boards due ):


I miss the little jailbird that still gives me the fuzzy tingles after so long.

"They cry their tears, illustrate their fears, lose that momentum, take their turns, make the run, lose their touch, follow their lust, break the trust, create new paths along the valley of regret that tingles the questionable possibility of losing one forever and never expects anything more from another.

They force fate into their hands and play pretend. They love and lie and do it to survive.

Once too many a time, people break and leave seldom returning willing to start anew.

It always warms my heart to acknowledge this understanding we've cultivated over the years and accept the fact well enough that no matter how distant people stray and as much as we play, you will always provide me with Love rather than company that others seek. And, I will be everything you need."
To my idea of beautiful.