Suicide, blasphemy and make-believe.
Is it time to revolt yet?

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Your words always cut when they're cliché
But here’s my knife because I came for the buffet


Hello. I'm a joke. This is not one of the few days where I just rant about my pathetic life but I'm actually really starting to mess my own life up. Wow, never thought I would be the type.

Let's see, I just came back from school at 9 in the morning. And today was the first day I actually went to school in two weeks. This is so not cool.

You know I'd do anything but I don't know what is "anything" to you. I don't want to be wanted. I want to get your fucking attention. Single sounds good. Loved, sounds better. I'm a wreck, can I be your mess?

As I type as I go along, I realise that sometimes, the things I say might appear eccentric cause of the warped way I have of phrasing things. That's no matter anyway! No big fuck.

I'm such a loser. And right now, I'm listening to a bloody band which last recorded their album in 93, that means I was 2 when it came out. Still no point made here. (besides you knowing what a loser I truly am)

Today, I heard a pretty creative story of how I turned homo. Apparently, I was once before heterosexual. I was madly in love with a boy a year younger than me when I had long hair (so that was probably in p5) and then, unexpectedly the boy broke my heart (yup, sorry its typical but you know, they all because the same after awhile) Completely shattered it to pieces! Hurt and distressed, I chopped off my hair sudden and immediately found absolute joy in having girl partners. I had received enlightenment.
Now when I heard that, I was amazingly un-pissed no matter how it was being circulated around. In fact it was rather amusing. It cheered my grumpy morning. Thank you creator A, while trying to put me down, you cheered me up. What a peach (:

This post is utter gibberish because I am undergoing teenage angst, unfortunately. Or maybe that's how it seems to the world. Give me 2 more years. I'll try to grow up. Haha, oh I'm such a kidder.

And because you have completed reading this picture-less post with such determination, I applaud you. Good day.

It’s in the way you sell every word and phrase
And leaving me to know how much the meaning weighs
Saying that but meaning this
Your tears for emphasis