Like a fire,
don't need water,
like a jury,
needs a liar,
like a riot,
don't need order,
like a madman,
needs a martyr.

So okay I lied, I didn't go to school last Friday. But I had the intention! As far as I'm concerned, that's all that matters. Haha. Yes, and I have no recollection of what I've been doing again. I wish I was sixteen, and far more sober.

First off, thank you, Cornell! You got me the Crumpler I wanted (: Aww, see! My Daddy loves me. Xie xie ni! I love you! Meet up soon again okay?

Although I know all of you think I'm a spoiled piece of shit, I actually work and enjoy it, really. But yes, its so fucking tiring especially for an asshole like me.Apparently, Janice thinks Derrick is really hot. Haha. I don't understand.

Sleptover at Karen's on Monday and Tuesday. Jerome came over on Monday! I swear I need to get started on my Art. I actually feel the stress. Haha.
Yes, and I've been so lethargic lately I don't know why but it's annoying.

I get tired I get sick I get annoyed I get pissed I get upset I get irritated I get insecure I get depressed I get stressed I become clueless I become stupid I become undefined I become special I become annoying I become temperamental I become irresponsible. I became happy.

So on the way back thinking about my life and how this year could be the year I graduate, it annoys me how the sloth in me has been able to overwhelm all that I am. Also to add, how the people I have called friends all these years could say such things behind my back.
Self-intro in their view, shall I?
Hi, I am Michelle. Sixteen but I think I'm older than that cause I go clubbing. I'm better than you even though I pretend I don't study at all to pass off a "cool" image. I am a secret mugger because I'm afraid that if people found out that I bother about my studies, that could potentially ruin the social status I've achieved since I entered school. I am a very bad influence to my best friend, Karen. Karen hangs around me and becomes brain-washed because I somehow manage to make her stupid. Apparently, you guys believe Karen has no mind of her own. I have a job and work for no particular reason cause I could just easily live off on the account of many people. I have no clue that every time I walk away after making a comment about anything, my "friends" start bitching about me and how I think I am everything important in this world. I get Karen to squeeze money out of people who owes her money in the first place. I get Karen to lie to her own friends cause I'm vicious. Last of all, I do not have any idea that "You know how Michelle's like, she only goes to Karen cause she has no friends." topic was discussed in the toilet a year ago, and now things are still exactly the same.
No names shall be revealed (: See you guys in school tomorrow, friends! I'm not angry neither is Karen. I guess some part of us that felt for them has been immune to all the shit that they've been happy to discuss about.

Okay I think I'll just stop now. Haha, I have other shitless things to do anyway! I'll blog soon again, I promise (:

The kids of tomorrow don't need today,
when they live in the sins of yesterday.