i've decided to keep no one in this fucked up mind of mine,
nobody at all. until someone forces herself into it.

and i really really miss the past,
when i could just act all xiaopinkie-ish,
and we all could just hang out.

i stayed home the whole day today.
Cherie Anne's birthday party.
but her birthday's really on the 6th.
she has really pretty young friends.
it was interesting to play with them.
then went to sleep, woke up for dinner,
watched tv and here i am.





this was my display picture.





this is what Peizhen had to say;
#011 ( Nothing will last in this life ) says:
omg, the world is a gone case ):

and karen told me that she gave her dog wine,
now it can't walk properly.
she's pretty glad about it.
she was like "HEHE!" omgg.
nonetheless, i miss her,
and i'll miss her during the holidays.

i need to get out of this house soon.
i'm going wayy out of my head, crazy.
i have, HAVE, absolutely NEED to get out of this house tomorrow.

Earworm: Chemicals React -Aly and Aj.

and i think i should just forget this whole...
love thing, and leave this place for good.
sounds like something i'll never do,
but yeah, maybe i had enough.
or maybe i'll wait, till you show up.

Its sucks to know you're too young to make something last,
especially when you say forever.