I'm so sorry.
But don't push all blame to me.
I don't love you like before,
you know i can't.

i can't remember when Cookie came over
but yeah, it was recent. she came at night to entertain!
everyone's on my bed ): i don't like! )):
Me, Cherie Anne, Belle and Cookie!
my sisters and Cookie! Amanda's missing ):

I think it was Tuesday, 31st Oct.
Goodbye, October Skies (:

Wednesday, 1st Nov.
went to Eunice's chalet. did nothing much.
we celebrated Cookie's day!
dear love, you have just hit the big 20!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OWNER!
didn't sleep all night, didn't know why.
will post pictures next time i think.
i think i'm heatyyy i have ulcers popping out all over my mouth ):
its affecting my speech.


OHOH! FUCKK. my mother scolded me that day,
she said, daddy's angry that i'm too skinny,
and they both want me to do something about it.
like WHATTHEFUCK? and daddy's been trying to stuff
these weird health pill things down my throat.
eeeyyer. i rather die than eat those things.
he says it tastes like peanut. YUCKK.

i have nothing to blog, because i have nothing left to feel for.

and, i swear its like being on another emotional rollercoaster.
but it lacks all the thrill, just the puke.

i'm upset, i didn't go for lessons yesterday.
rarr. waste money please.
and if i went, i would feel so much better now.

but then again, music makes everything so much better.

Earworm: Single -Natasha Bedingfield.

What would you do,
if i told you its weird without you.