i stupidly went to school today because i thought i had an exam.
(its the only reason why i went to school in the first freaking place)
turns out, it was tomorrow. hahahaha. i'm such a LOSER.

school was nothing anyway. we didn't even do anything but this:

Karen and i brought Milo cereal and a large bottle of milk to school. and ate.
we brought it for Wanru, Anissa, Chess, Singh, Sihui but we only got to eat it with Chess.
and, Fer lai errm, and Anna Chen.

during social studies, that teacher (the annoying one)
was so irritating. haha. i think i'm so mean, i take my anger out on her |:
i don't even know her surname. thats cause nobody greets her.

Her: class, stand up!
Class: than.. ou... god.. bles...
Her: not good enough! again!
Me: she's trying to gain her respect in the only way possible.
Her: i'm not trying to gain respect, i'm trying to teach you all respect.
Me: cause other than that, YOU DON'T HAVE OUR RESPECT.

then she smiles and walks away. i swear she's weird.
oh well, i guess i'm sorry.
but she's just the one you can take your anger out on.

and during recess, Fer and Anna sat with us. it was interesting 8)

Anna: i got 80 for my lit, whew!
Chess and i : thats goooood!
Anna: i thought i was going to fail ):
Chess and i: DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR 80 MARKS IS FROM FAILING?!?!

then i went for lessons at yamaha and after that went to Karen's house.

my life's so fucked,
it makes me think love is actually possible.
maybe i've been so high all my fucking life to realise.